Long time coming

I am illiterate and paralyzed.
My muscles have petrified.
I have dismantled the machine for introspection and I have burned the blueprints to keep warm so many winters ago.
I ride the train and fall asleep. I miss my stop frequently.
I like the plan I made with my friend at 15.

I am great and unknown. For better or worse I am not a schizophrenic drug addict mother.

Enter the dragon